Just wanted to give an update, went out to dinner w/H and sister, I just tried to look good and stay positive, which seemed easier once I set my mind to it. My sister and I have fun when we are together and helps me to remember who I was/am before becomming stay at home mom/wife, special needs mom etc. I was also in a good mood because I start my Spanish class next week and signed up for a hiking club. I am looking forward to both.
In short, ended up being a good night, caught me husband checking me out, and as the night progressed he was looking at me a lot and if felt good but kinda scary and I would look away before him, he also winked at me which he hasn’t done in months. Had a night of cuddling...no sex but he was more affectionate than he has been in awhile. Left early next day for out of town business trip.
I know not to get my hopes up and keep concentrating on GAL, and detaching....it really helps that my sister is here for another 6 days. The only think that freaked me out was that he told me a girl that we both know who I thought he might be attracted (possibly wanted to sleep with) happened to be on the same flight as him. My sister told me not to worry and did not think anything So I am rolling with it. Meeting up at the beach with my friends and our dogs this morning.

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