For some reason my mind is running wild this morning wanting to reach out to him and just ask him anything.
Part of me wanted to invite him to the zoo with me and D this week. THen part of me wanted to ask him to help me move the porch furniture this week. Is this normal? To feel like I just want SOME kind of connection with him thats positive and get a response from him?
I dont know what Im thinking and I know I shouldnt do these thngs, but its like I just want to feel something with him, like something positive, or offer him something nice. I dont know why I get like this. Like I want to just make him smile since hes been so down around me and angry.
