One day at a time my friend. I know exactly how you feel. It's a horrible feeling. And being single and lonely is very hard. All I can say is it will take time. You're definitely a very very strong person. Somewhere out there is someone who deserves a great person ..that's you. And you deserve way better. And when you do..I bet your X will finally realize everything she lost. I know you're not there yet and that's where it takes time. You suffered for so long. I'd say, take time and get yourself back on track. I've been married so long, its hard to figure out stuff to do. I'm sorry your going through this nightmare. I cant wait for you to write about how much happier you are. That day will come sooner than you think. I found it very interesting that your W was drilling you about meeting up with some other person. She got a small taste of what it's like. Weird stuff. Hang in there buddy.
ME 47 W 38 M17 T20 Separated 5/20/18 D-bomb 7/9/2018 Nothing Filed 4 kids ages 6, 10, 14, 15
