This really s**ks. Im still married, but im so damn lonely. I dont have any interest in other women, which i shouldnt because im married, but its tough having nobody. I dont have any family near me either to spend time with. Its tough not really having a R to be in even though thats what i need and this is a period of growth for me.

I didnt sign up for this when i got married.

Together:20 years
M:3 years
Me:40
WW:40
S15
A suspected:5/17
AC:5/18
BD:8/18
WW in full blown R w/ OM
Still under same roof