Davide, thank you. He hasn’t brought up divorce in forever until last week when I called him out about OW. He’s denied it, but has been livid at me ever since and now wants us to sign dissolution of marriage paperwork. I told him throughout this last year that I do not want a divorce but that I will not stop him from going through with it or stand in his way at all.
Today his anger was literally through the roof. I cannot comprehend this!! He is SO upset with me and I don’t even know what I’ve done, and now he’s going into this divorce with such a horrible outlook of anger and the custody convo is going to just make things horrific. I cannot believe he is being this way! We promised each other this whole year if we ever got to this point we would always handle it together and do this right, and he’s being completely awful to me as if IM doing this to him!! I truthfully cannot wrap my head around this. I have not read about any LBS (yet) that’s WS becomes THIS angry towards them when they finally start to GAL, 180, etc.
I just don’t understand and I know I’m not going to and I’m not supposed to, but he’s about to make both our lives completely horrible even more than they already are just bc of this anger and pride or something. I feel like I’m in a bad movie. Like he wants reactions from me he isn’t getting so he’s going to make my life as horrible as possible in the meantime until our family completely crumbles. I will never understand this way of thinking.
