waw maybe #4

[bhappy2]

Journaling:

Great week of working out and work. Have been busy with work and its good bc it takes my mind off of whats happening with my W. I have had NC for almost 3 weeks other than she texted asking if I changed the locks. I never responded.

Apparently someone told D19 that W moved out and she called MIL hysterical crying asking why. MIL had no answers and wanted D19 to talk to W but D19 refused. The reality is starting to hit.

S22 is away on vacation for 5 days and its just me and S21 in the house. Its somewhat fun...

I caught myself almost texting W to see how things are but I know that is not the thing to do, this is the strength we need to have. I will fully admit that this is extremely difficult.

I passed up on going to an Octoberfest today, althoug I am meeting up with this group later today, I am off of work tonight due to mechanical issues.

I am planning a trip to visit a friend in a very nice coastal town. he owes me a steak dinner..lol... should be going at the end of September or early Oct.

Once again W is trying to re-finance the house using my name and the bank has informed her that I would need to sign off on a refi. She may have also dropped me from our health insurance, will know in about a week. It takes a month to drop someone. If she did this will be a huge problem for her. My L now wants to set a court date bc W and her L are not responding to our letters and emails.