Par

I felt the way you feel two years ago

The pain was unbearable

I felt totally and utterly alone

Each day lasted forever

I felt physical pain

The advice I got here and IRL saved me

What is your support network IRL

Do you have an IC

How you feel now is real but

Is not how you will feel forever

And yes I had a suicide hotline on my speed dial

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving