Thank you both. Burned, congrats on dropping the rope. I’m sure it’s a sickening feeling at first but the freedom you will soon feel will probably make it so worth it. I can’t wait to get there.
I don’t feel like I want to control him but maybe I do. I want him to want to make us better and instead it’s like he is just getting further away. Everything he’s been telling me lately and doing would normally get a reaction of annoyance and questioning from me. Friday night it was him going out and needing to be gone by 8. Saturday night he didn’t come at all. Then today first it’s oh I want to take her to my moms next weekend (which he knows hurts my feelings bc I always wanted to do things like a family and he never made plans and now he wants to just take the baby, which is fine, it’s just normally I’d prob give him a reaction). And now it’s he’s going out of town next weekend, and he knows had he said that to me just 2 weeks ago when he lived at home I would have asked where and all that, and now I’m asking nothing. I don’t know if he is expecting a reaction from me or doesn’t care either way. I have to stop thinking about everything he does and says but man oh mannnnn.
