Thank you, you’re both right. He is completely unreliable and I need to have no expectations, for some reason I subconsciously do. It’s ridiculous. I honestly think he just says things to says things. He doesn’t pay attention to what he’s saying or committing to, he just says whatever works for him in the moment to try to get a reaction from me and make his own plans. No thought into any of it.
Detach detach detach. The anger helps. The unreliability helps. He’s such a mess right now outside of this house I think. Just off living some fun life. I’ve got my sweet baby girl smiling at me right now and that’s really all I need. Going to church with the baby and my mom in the morning. Keeping it moving!!
