Thank you. I'm going to keep doing what I'm doing, and trying to make it through this.
Tonight, S was very angry and sad. I asked him if he wanted to talk about it.
S - "I want to live with you. I don't want to live with mommy."
M - "Don't you like your new house?"
S - "No. I don't want two houses. I only want one house."
M - "I understand. Have you told mommy that?"
S - "No."
M - "I see. Well, I know it's hard, but it will be okay. Mommy and I love you very much. I know this is hard. It's hard for everyone, but it will be okay. Just remember that mommy and I love you more than anything in the world."
And THAT is why this hurts so much now. I can't stand to see S hurting. I hurt, but that's nothing compared to how it hurts to see him hurting.
I'm hoping for the best. I'm just going to be a rock for him, and a lighthouse for her. That's all I can really do right now.
