Still awake since 2am. Three hours of sleep. I woke up for no reason. No trigger. But it has been happening more frequently since I started DBing. That being said, I'll happily take less sleep for a better me. Kept myself entertained while I was awake. Watched Netflix, tried to sit in the warm shower, and prayed/meditated. Didn't help me with sleep, but it is what it is.

W came back from her overnight wherever and she told me that she also didn't sleep well. Told it's funny how I knew she didn't sleep well (when i don't sleep well, she doesn't sleep well). Had a pleasant chat, wished them a great weekend and drove into work. Saw a gorgeous sunrise with light streaming through the clouds. Compared that scene to what we're going through. (The sun will rise after a long period of darkness and clouds, and you will see and feel the light and warmth. You just need to keep going).

Feeling good.


1/6/18-BD OM1
2/18-W meets OM2
4/18-W intros D4 to OM2
5/18-“Romance ends"
7/18-DB start
7/18-IHS Ends
4/19-WW moves out
3/21-D filed

Formerly pain18

Rise.