Thanks so much pain, I really am trying and I am sticking to db, I just don’t really have people to discuss this with bc I do not want to involve friends and family, so I come here.
Steve, thanks for that reminder, NO snooping. I will stick to that, take the long way and not go by the bars. I haven’t in a few days, knowing he’s seeing someone at one of them and most likely with her at both, it really makes me far too upset to go by. He has absolutely no idea what he’s done to me. He’s making this all about him, about his anger, about how upset HE is. I just wish I could understand his reasoning behind that. What he’s trying to accomplish by it. I know most people have said that him being angry is actually a good thing, it just seems like it adds such a new layer of misery on top of an already heart breaking situation for me. He’s just going to continue associating ME with negative feelings, when just a few days ago he was feeling positive towards me and all that. It’s just hard to understand
