Actually, you need to convince yourself that you DON'T want to hear from him. When you hear from him he projects on to you with accusations of cheating. When you hear from him he is angry and bitter towards you. When you hear from him he insinuates that you don't need him (IE doing things around the house). He insinuates that you are trying to keep him from his D.

In general, he is a miserable, lying jerk. On top of it he is sleeping with someone else!

Seriously, why do you want to hear from him? Take a step back from your sitch, how he is treating you, and ask yourself, "if I were a friend of mine, what would I say to them about this? what would I tell them to do? what would I think of them of they were freaking out because it's been 14 hours and they haven't heard from the miserable, lying jerk?"

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018