Im having trouble holding it together since last night. I wanted to just be able to hold and hug my wife and tell her that i love her. Not being able to do that is killing me and knowing my W has those feelings for OM is tearing me up.The last 12 hours have been rough. It s*cks knowing that everything we worked for is gone, and that oir short lived marriage isnt what i thought it was.
Together:20 years M:3 years Me:40 WW:40 S15 A suspected:5/17 AC:5/18 BD:8/18 WW in full blown R w/ OM Still under same roof
