Just an update, im embarrassed to say I was looking on my H FB messenger and I think he figured it out because now I cant get on it. I’m sure it hasn’t helped things. It just drives me crazy that he is not touching me anymore in bed, I have to initiate any touch, we have not had sex in at least a month. I feel confused, we go out to dinner and he talks about the future and uses “WE” and other things like, I paid OUR taxes, etc,so i know hes not thinking about divorcing me at the moment but wont kiss me, touch me etc. it is a horrible feeling. I’m trying to detach, not let it affect me, try to forgive him, etc but these are loooong nights. Sleeping crappy, etc. i still dont have the DR book, my GF bought it for me and that was a week ago. This is hard,,,feels like an emotional rollercoaster ride.
