An hour after leaving W she texted me When you go to the store will you get me some strawberries. You ate my big ripe ones and I was left with the half unripened sour sh*ts. I assume this was her attempt to make conversation as I may have joked around with her in the past. I was busy coaching and responded 3 hours later.

I think I am too cold and have a hard time being unavailable, DB and feel like Im too into her or just cold and act like I dont care about her. Reading over Sandis rules now.

I didnt say bye to her D4 ran down to hug me and take some things I brought in from the car for her... W was on her phone the whole time I was there for the most part as I played with D4. We talked months ago about not being on our phones around each other much because it gives us stress / anxiety...

She is attracted to guys that are unavailable makes me think of her as some teenager but I know its human. I just may be unavailable to her after all.




Last edited by Did; 09/13/18 03:45 AM.
H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18