Is there hope? I have a WW

[LANE777]

Well..just quick update. My little daughter facetimed my W while she's on her way home. I didn't realize it until I heard her voice. I could feel my blood go chill instantly. I was trying to take my mind off of everything. I was doing so much better a couple weeks ago and for some reason I've fallen back into a gloom. I know the trip shes on has really twisted me up big time. I dwelled on it way to much, kept waking up at 2 am. I need to stop and get myself back together immediately. I usually work long hours 7 to 5...pretty exhausted when I get home, however I'm going to fit some sort of work out in. I've been spending time reading with the s6 and keeping up on laundry, lunches etc. The W gets kids back tomorrow. I'm so used to having them, I'm going to miss them. I'm trying so hard to channel my mind elsewhere, my feelings have once again been destroyed after I thought I was making progress. I still think I'm making progress, it's just my own assumption. I guess I need to start climbing again. I'm proud that I still dont reach out to her and giving her 100% freedom to experience her fake happiness. I know I'm down but not out ...I will get back at it again starting now.