Pain, I am glad you are having a good day, hold on to THAT! Bc they are few and far between for me at least.
You seem like a very strong person, and thank you for saying I am handling it well. I have really tried to be the bigger person as much as possible over the last year. Ive done my fair share of begging, pleading, promising to change, but I was never really mean or nasty to him at all.
I have tried to handle this with as much grace as humanly possible. He knows it too, whether he would like to admit it right now or not. He has told me I have handled this all so well. Too bad he lets himself forget that and treat me like sh*t right now when HES doing somehting wrong
