It really [censored] waking up and living the same nightmare over and over again every day. Its getting tougher to keep doing this every day. At this point i dont know if my db'ing should include the way i interact with W? Should i still be the lighthouse? Should i still leave the road back home paved smooth? Custody battle looms too, and thats where i draw tje line. I wont cover or lie for her anymore when it comes down to it. Shes thrown me under the bus repeatedly.
Together:20 years M:3 years Me:40 WW:40 S15 A suspected:5/17 AC:5/18 BD:8/18 WW in full blown R w/ OM Still under same roof
