You are not alone when you say you struggle or want things to progress more rapidly. I do want to mention that your acknowledgement of your sitch and your emotions are very positive. You seem to be well aware of your emotions and the triggers. Like they say- knowing is half the battle. You being very mindful will be able to process this information to keep healing and moving forward. Stay well!
M51 w50 T-20Yrs M-16Yrs S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up 1 Awesum dog BD 10/31/17 separate rooms 02/08/18 wife moved out 05/17/18