I'm like everyone else, you hope it turns on them soon. But for LBSs its not soon enough. Its like how much more can a person take? I don't know. It's the neverending rollercoaster isn't it. I'm just going to enjoy my kids every minute I have them. She'll regret all of this someday.
Here is the gist of your problems. You are focusing on your W and OM. Which is bad, as you can clearly see. Your energy goes to waste as you hope beyond hope to break them up. It is not uncommon for a WW to move on to OM2 if OM1 falls through. What then? You will just get crushed again. So best stop it. And stop it right now. Your focus is totally off yourself and your kids.
FOCUS DUDE!!!
Your W will do what she will do and there is not one GD thing you can do to change it. What have you done for yourself lately? What are your GALs?
