Thanks Lonewlf for checking. I've been trying to find a time to sit down and respond to the recent responses but I haven't had a chance yet. I hope this weekend. A quick update is that there's not much new with my husband or our marriage situation. He called tonight saying he's flying to the other coast for a training. Who knows if that's really what he's doing or if he's going on a romantic getaway with some woman. The only thing I noticed recently is that his eyes were so puffy when he last did facetime with our daughter and his appearance is generally pretty ragged. When he was dating the new woman in January he looked great but lately he doesn't, so he may or may not be dating. Perhaps he's just comfortable with whoever his girlfriend is or perhaps he has no girlfriend. There's no way to know anything at all.
There is an update about the guy I mentioned through work who lives in the UK. He and I won millions of dollars for our two companies through our recent work together which is exciting. He'll be coming in a few weeks so I'll meet him. I dropped the idea of any possibility of a relationship due to the age difference and being in different stages in life as well as the fact that I'm still married on paper but as a work team we're top notch.
I've been exhausted from non-stop work, social activities, and spending time with my daughter and everything is great in the professional and social sense but nothing fills the void from my husband being gone. As mentioned above, and I'll respond more to your responses ASAP, I feel that I've now done all that I can do to move on but life without a partner is just not the same.
