I got home from my massage a bit ago and him and the baby were asleep on the couch. I showered quickly and then told him I would put her in her crib, his cue to leave.
He was literally going to walk out the door without even saying bye! I said “cya” in a nice tone and he goes “cya” all miserable and rude. I am so not understanding his way of thinking if he feels like he has any leg to stand on being rude and weird to me as if I’ve done something wrong. He’s trying to deflect because he KNOWS he’s the one doing something wrong (seeing someone) and he’s afraid I’ll bring it up and he wants to avoid it by being sad, playing the victim, and being on the defense.
Too bad I won’t be bringing it up. And yet again he showered here while I was gone. I have yet to tell him that’s not ok anymore. You guys are right, I don’t know what he’s rhinking or feeling and maybe neither does he, but I just feel like the pain I’m having to endure just keeps getting passed over because he doesn’t want to acknowledge anything he’s done wrong.
When I left for the massage I saw that his hamper and all the clothes I left outside for him on Sunday are all still in his truck. I think he’s feeling bad for himself bc he doesn’t have a steady home yet. But maybe if he stopped sleeping at some girls house he could take the time to find one of his own. Who knows. I’d die if he moved in with her.
