I'm doing good. I know it. And I see encouraging signs from W. I just hit a major dip for the last three days. It happens many weekends W is out.
I keep hoping and praying that it comes to an end soon because nothing lasts forever...I'm trying to keep my head up because others have been able to overcome as well.
I approach in a friendly manner some days and pull back other days. No pursuit for a month and a half and she has already started to open up. I just need to remember to be patient and know that any decision I make has to come of sound mind, which I am nowhere near right now. I have sound mind moments and I'm slowly getting more of them as this goes on, but I'm nowhere near where I ideally need to be.
