W texted me. She set the mediation date for next Wednesday. I thanked her for letting me know and told her I would add it to my calendar so I would remember to be there.
It's still sad that she's willing to pay my half of this, but she's also getting kicked out of her apartment for not paying the bill.
I know that means that in the future she's going to have trouble finding places she can live. Her mom co-signed for her apartment, so that's going to mess that option up for her.
I get the feeling that she's just so hell bent on getting this done that she's overlooked some major things...and now I'm at the part where I'm starting to come to terms with it being over. I'm trying to bow out gracefully (while still trying to DB). Even though I know I'll be D in about 3 weeks most likely, I get the feeling that I'll be plan J or something down the road. I don't know why I feel that way.
It hurts. But I'm going to be ok. Just going to keep moving ahead.
