I think that is part of it also. I felt like I had the power for a little bit and now I feel like its gone. Even though in the big scheme of things, I do think I have some power, ever since finding out about OW I feel absolutely hopeless, like a little victim and he just feels sorry for me or something. I dont want that, nor do I have any reason to think that. If anything my words to him have been strong and assertive.
I dont know. today is definitely a down day. I hope I can feel some power soon.
