i was in IC when this all first started, but I havent been since then. I know i need to, I reached out to someone recently to set something up. Need to follow through.
Its like the only time I feel ok is when I feel like theres hope for him and I. And I know my only hope is DB. Im sticking to it, im just struggling with the unfolding of this new OW. And I will continue struggling with it, if only on here to vent. Not to him
I told you a few weeks ago, when you say his car at the bar, that he was likely seeing someone that worked there. So Saturday shouldn't have been that big of surprise. The problem is still you aren't seeing him for who he really is now. You are holding on too tight. You have to realize that the person he has become, if you met him for the first time right now, would be such a turn off to you that you wouldn't give him the time of day. Then start letting go.
And yes keep venting here. Even if we give you some 2x4s!
Last edited by Cadet; 09/11/1803:21 PM. Reason: combine posts
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
