Hi Blue, Thank you so much for taking the time out to reply. I’m glad there is someone else out there that can relate somewhat to my situation. I truly appreciate youre advice and encouragement, It sounds like you have gained a lot of wisdom on youre journey. I’m not sure where you are now but It sounds like you are in a good place. I def feel traumatized and I know my H does too, but the Dbomb sent me to a lower level that I never thought existed. I know we didnt get to where we are overnight I just wish he would have said something to me. It is not fair but I have to accept it and try to work on myself. I am trying to take care of myself, but I think I need to do something new, like take a cooking class or learn a new language, mix things up a bit, last year was horrible and I want to do things that help me feel differently about myself and challenge myself a bit. My H texted me to tell me he is coming home a day early from his trip, which is positive but i dont want to get my hopes up. It might just be work related, thanks again for youre kind words!
