Davide, no it is crap news but I would not be here if it was good!
I can only pray one day I get to that point. Feel like a pretty big pile o crap right now.
It is SO hard to move past someone you loved so much, I only hope God and the good folks here have mercy on me while I make the journey. It is full on terrible pain right now.
My best to you Davide...May God grant you grace, peace and comfort you through this terrible trial in your life. I will be praying for you...that is all some of us got.