Okay...I see the reasons you state for letting yourself be pursued, but is there more to it than that underneath? Do you fear rejection?

What would be so bad about calling WAW up tonight and saying: "Look, I know we've had some good times recently, but I have to be honest, I am not interested in friendship. I never stopped being attracted to you and loving you. And I would like a chance to show you that I've changed and could make a new R with you work so much better than our first one did. So what do you say, will you date me and give me one last chance?"

I doubt you will do this since you haven't up to this point, but trust me, life is too short to sit back and wait. GO FOR IT. (Unless you really like this new gal.)

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018