Clean Slate Pt. 2 (Advice on my Scenario Pt. 24)

[OrangeK]

Well everybody this is probably my last post as a married person. Heading into final divorce hearing tomorrow. ex-wife submitted a new financial affidavit the other day, It doesn't even really make sense. The numbers don't match up at all according to her financial affidavit she has about $1,200 more in expenses each month then she has income. also apparently she maxed out an Old Navy credit card for $6,000 between last year and now. anxiety has definitely been on the build-up. feeling an awful lot of mixed emotions today. Probably doesn't help that I had to see her yesterday at pick up for S3. she looks good for usual but I'm constantly reminding myself that she's a rotten apple and the inside is not Delicious Fruit but poison surrounded by a ripe and inviting shell. just feel like I'm wearing a 50lb weighted vest today. Any advice about tomorrow?