She's in the bath. Last time I was in the house while she bathed she was in a towel, went into her bedroom for...50 minutes. Came out, asked for Apple Cider Vinegar and warm water and went back in to...clean up.
Next day, I went through phone records...50 minute call to OM during that time.
Agony. Heartbreak. And a lesson to never snoop again.
I'm having another anxiety attack from the PTSD. Why is she doing this?
I go back to when we first met and she said if I cheated it's over. Now she's doing this. Under the bullshit guise of "we're separated. I can do what I want." If I pulled the same crap, I'd be out on my ass penniless and homeless.
I don't deserve this. I may have neglected her emotional and physical needs, but this is just awful.
