He arrived home at 1pm. Didn’t speak to anyone. Eldest asked if he had enjoyed climbing the mountain and he said he climbed 5. He didn’t ask the children how they were. We were just sitting down to a roast dinner - I didn’t invite him to join us. He just sat in the living room staring into space. I carried on as normal, ate dinner, tidied up, played a game with son and then took the children to a park. Now I’m going to do some chores and keep busy. I am surprised that although I am sad I am feeling strong.
M: 17 T:17 Me:42 H:48 BD 23/12/2017 H says ‘I don’t want to be married’ D 17 D 15, D 13, S 10, S 10
