Par4me Im sorry to hear you re going through this and for a second time. Please please dont give up on life though. Right now it seems hopeles and you cant see hope in your future. Thats the scary part and having to deal with all the BS again. But please dont give up. Right now if you can go for a walk or a bike ride find a podcast that is not music maybe a comedy or story and just do something. Do not just sit around. Just go out and put one foot in front of the other and start moving forward. Yes it will feel pointless lonely and hard. But do not stop moving forward for you.
Me=32 W=29 R=12 yrs M=7 yrs BD 02/18/18 Dd=3 S=6 Other man confirmed 06/10/18