I can never be with her again. I called a crisis line and got a kid. I don't think anyone can help my. I curse god because he gave me no peace. My ex is type that won't talk to me again and I think she is a narrssisst and has no ability to truly love or show compassion. I thought that we would get back together but when found out the other guy it just opened wounds that I can't fix. I am tired of my thoughts and dreams being about the past. I can't do it much longer. No one can fix this now
