I am so sorry you are in this situation. I am pleased you are seeing a doctor soon bit it soinds like maybe this should be sooner? Are you able to get an out of hours appointment. Also in the UK we have a helpline to be able to speak to someone at anytime (the samaritans) - is there something in your area? Have you got friends or family who you can talk and spend time with?
Tell us more about your story - how long together, kids?
Keep strong
M: 17 T:17 Me:42 H:48 BD 23/12/2017 H says ‘I don’t want to be married’ D 17 D 15, D 13, S 10, S 10
