Thanks again y'all. I'm really sick of writing this stuff--but for what it's worth, this board actually provides a contemporaneous record of what is going on in my life--at least the timing, and may be helpful in futire legal actions.
I went to the Yankee game and had a fun time. I talked with my Dad about everything that was going on and how I hoped there may be some change, but I was preparing for the worst. After the babysitter left, I went donwstairs to watch the Av's game, but at 11:30, W came in.
I said I thought she'd be out until later after I was asleep. She must have been drinking, because she then went into a fit, took off her shirt (later her pants) and said, "Let's do it; show me you love me--or don't come in my bed!" C'mon Merrick, how long has it been? Touch me (she started grinding). Show me you've changed and that you love me and let's do it. If you don't do it, stay out of MY bed. In the midst of all this, she called me (several times) a F**ing jerk, idiot, AND HIT ME HARD ACROSS THE LEFT SIDE OF MY HEAD SIX TIMES, KISSED THEN BIT HARD MY LOWER LIP, and pushed me into a landing into a window. She even gave me a hickey. When I gasped after one of her hard hits, she said to stop being a baby. She also said at least four times--show me you love me like the woman at Starbucks (My Betsey composite )
She continued that I should just do it, just like I f**ed her on vacation last year. I just kept trying to walk away while she followed me around the house. At one point, she asked, me if I was human. I answered softly, "Very human." When she hit me--I literally thought to myself to turn the other cheek--but she still kept hitting the same one Finally, when she kept on saying, "Let's do it," I said I have more respect for her than that. She laughed and asked whether it respect I showed her on vacation? I simply said, "No. That was not respect," and added that I would sleep downstairs. She said, "Fine. I just wanted to make sure you stay out of my bed!" Before I left, I even said "Good night."
To be honest, right now my ears are ringing and for a second I thought about filing a criminal report. I may look into this tomorrow. On the other hand, if withstanding this abuse is what it will take to exorcise the Demons from her--I'll do it. I just need to buy a helmet. (gotta keep my sense of humor)
Lee, I may take your advice and ask my boss if I can do an extended stay in Washington. But for now, I will not be bullied out of my house. I just hope the kids were asleep. Oh, btw, S9 and I had a nice phone convo as if nothing happened last night.
I've got an all day meeting tomorrow and may bag coming home tomorrow night until very late. Some of her anger may be the result of her having all the D/Sep stuff in her hands right now, or perhaps OM is w/OW!! But who knows? Wish me luck.
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