I am sorry L.....my XW sold her engagement ring before we were divorced said she boughtu mor Xmas presents with it...lol. I know it hurts and I am really sorry......please take care of yourself, you are in the thick of it but I promise it will get better. Never forget you were just fine before you met your wife and you will be fine after. Please stop looking at her Sm accounts, nothing good will come of it.