Even though I have a few plans this weekend with friends I am still going into a second weekend without one word from my H.. It has been hard to not reach for my phone and send him a text.. but I know it is the worst thing I could do right now.. he wants to be left alone and I want to respect that..
There is apart of me that feels this is it.. the final cut, he will vanish from my life completely .. I have not seen him in almost 2 years and now no communication at all...
I am going to the movies with a friend tomorrow night.. then a winery tasting with a social group on Sunday ...I am busy, but I miss my H... it hurts so much to be rejected and completely ignored...
