Is there hope? I have a WW

[LANE777]

Yep, I totally knew it was going to get worse, I just didn't realize how f'n bad. Last night she changed her last name to her maiden name on Instagram. Shes slowly cutting me completely out of her life. She called today just to ask if I was taking kids to an event tonight while she was at work. She acts all nice a pleasant on the phone. I wanted to ask about her changing name but bit my tongue knowing it was a bad idea. I just muscling through this.

So yesterday I had a normal dr visit. I brought up my crisis to my doc. He asked if I wanted a try an A/D. I really didn't want to but then thought, it might help...so I picked it up and immediately took 1. It was only 35 mgs. It was horrible. I woke up at 3...teeth chattering, mind racing., body aches....lasted until noon. So I guess I'm not cut out for a/d...it was effexor venalaxafine. I may try it in a smaller dose. Anybody else try A/D to help? I know its personal, but just wondering.