why15, we all make those mistakes until we find DB. I know this has been so hard for and on you. I got lucky and found DB early, but my actions were exactly like yours until I did.
So all I can say is that we are here to help and support. Unfortunately our lives have people in them that are selfish and just don't care about doing the right thing. And it causes us pain, which seems unfair. But it is an unfair world. Please know that most of us know your pain, and we wish we could change it for everyone going through it.
I will keep you in my prayers. Keep your chin up it will get better, no matter what!
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018