I wish I was better at using this site and could figure out how to read peoples stories of WH in an affair that eventually came back. I have found Bluewave, but her posts are older so im not sure she is still around.
I wish it was easier to just focus on myself. The thought of OW and all that REALLY takes over and is so hard to push out of my mind. Knowing he was doing something last night with someone else and then texts me first thing this morning to see D just disgusts me. He really is just living it up and getting to have the best of both worlds. And I cant do anything about it. I wish I could tell him whats on my mind, but that would be against DB. I would LOVE to give him my 2 cents about the type of man he has turned into. Sickening, disappointing, heart breaking. I would love to know if he has ANY clue what hes done to me, or if he just believes this fake facade I put on when he is around.
Question,
When he comes over most nights to spend time with D, I am cordial. Do I always need to leave the house? it is kind of frustrating to always have to leave. But I am willing to do it if it is what DB would call for. I have been leaving everytime so far.
There are just so many things I could be getting done around the house as well. But if being completely out of site is better I would rather do that. Just hoping for some advice on that front. And being "cordial", not too talkative, talk if he starts the convo right? He normally does, but it depends on his mood. Id LOVE to put him in his place for skipping last for undoubtedly hanging with OW, but I wont.
Last edited by Cadet; 09/07/1808:59 PM. Reason: combine posts
