D is on tuesday. The temptation to reach out to exw and say my piece before d is final is large. The injustice of it all still bothers me from time to time. Those 2 weeks where she was super nice and then went cold again have been on my mind causing some confusion. 10% of me still doesnt want D, while i know its what needs to happen. For months she seemed to enjoy antagonizing me. Went silent for 2 weeks, Then she was nice for two weeks, the back to silence. Odd. Confusing.
Oh well. D is happening and it needs to. No point in knit picking. S3 has been mostly good with behavior, exluding last weekend which was tough.
Had 2nd date, went well with a bit of a twist. Found out shes 10 years younger than i am. But we are really hitting it off also. Weird territory!!
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds
