Journey Continues

[LoneWlf]

wlf, I marvel at your faith buddy. for sure I'm in a deep challenge to my faith, perhaps that's the whole point of this. for sure it's the worst trial of my life and sadly I feel like I'm losing the battle. i just want to cut free of W and stay far away from the idea of love and marriage for the rest of my life.

Morning B,

I want to say here that I am no different from you- I still feel the pain,anxiety, grief, confusion that we all feel. I want to add that there are times where I do question God and feel sometimes unanswered. With all the turmoil that we are in aside from focusing on S, I feel that having faith helps me to cope. It gives me strength to know that God has got a plan that he will not forsake me. That he will shower me with an abundance of blessings. Sometimes I feel this is all I have to cling to. It does not make me any different from anyone here - we are all feeling the pain. I too question if I can trust my heart with another woman. I'm not sure if I can trust my heart with my W either. I'm just like you buddy- trying to navigate thru these turbulent times. What I'm getting to is- as crappy as life is now- let us focus on what we DO have. We are not in a hospital bed with limited time. We have an opportunity to better our lives for ourselves and others that depend on us. We have people that love and support us. Mostly we must have faith. Faith to know things will turn out for the greater good. Stay strong , stay positive! Blessings!