Heavyheart,

You come across as a lovable, desirable, sexy woman who would probably be a dream come true for many men. Have you ever considered that your husband might have a porn addiction? Here's a link to a news story about cyberporn addiction:

http://deseretnews.com/dn/view/0%2C1249%2C450023433%2C00.html


Even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there.
Will Rogers

To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken.
C. S. Lewis