Davide - I let it slide as the celebration WAS was having for her deceased mom....who was more of a mom to me than my own mother. I guess I felt the time to make a stand shouldn’t impact an event in which it would have sealed my fate in the eyes of all Ws extended family and friends as to direction she’s headed towards.
I typically don’t care what other people think of me...as I’m good with the man I continue to be as I’ve evolved. But i keep a sense of hope still that I can right the ship.
And I know I need to be slapped with a 2x4 for: 1. Having expectations 2. Let other people’s perceptions impact my actions 3. IDK
I guess I’m just conflicted...tomorrow will be our 10 yr wedding anniversary.
Having lots of memories replay in my head.
Me - 38 W-37 S6 M 10 years T 13yrs BD 3/18 W moves out 4/18 W files 7/18
