Thanks guys...what a long night/day. She just replied " okay thank you".

I'm so tired of this nightmare. It just keeps getting worse for me. I feel like I am being dragged through a never ending fire. Trying not to think about any of this is very difficult. They really don't feel any guilt or remorse do they? It really is all about them and no one else. The only time she is even pleasant is when she will need something. But heres the other part. I knew this trip was going to happen for a couple weeks because of my D15 saw history on iPad. I don't know why I am so butt hurt over it. Maybe because she finally notified me and now its a for sure go.
So this is a DB forum. Were here to try and save our M by doing these tactics....detach,180 and GAL.
Did you all ever feel like it was getting worse at times? Like I feel today? Did feel like you were just spinning your wheels and find it very hard to detach and let go and finally move on? I get to that point once in a while and then "POW" something happens. I get a set back. Im not going to let her know I am bothered by her trip. Just acting as if its another day.

I know you guys don't know my W like I do. But based on your experience / history. A couple that had a great R and M. Then all some one flattered her at work to the point she left me. Do you think she will ever want to R or even T ? What are the odds. I know nothing will happen until she knows Im completely detached. I need a little boost of confidence today more than anything. Let me know guys.


ME 47 W 38
M17 T20
Separated 5/20/18
D-bomb 7/9/2018 Nothing Filed
4 kids ages 6, 10, 14, 15