Until you truly believe you deserve better you are going to suffer immensely my friend.
That's the trouble- I do, which is why I have legal advice and get things moving- she has never accepted any responsibility or even shown any remorse for anything- so I am at that point now I think- I cannot control how she feels, who knows maybe when sh*t gets real and she recognises I am moving on, she will change her tack . . .I honestly don't know if I could ever trust her again anyway.
Last week while we were away, I stupidly fell for her affection and I feel conned, stupid, used and betrayed all over again. She keeps throwing me crumbs and like a stupid lap dog I am waiting for scraps of hope
M(41), W(37) S (6) D (4) S (2) M-8, T-12 W "I don't love you, I am in love with another man" "I don't know you anymore"
