Thank you Kyh,Gordie and DnJ

So yes DnJ I honestly meant it, I look at W and
said.
I am sorry I caused you the pain 4yrs ago, I am sorry
I am sorry you feel that way

Because I am, I have did my dues I have apologized and cried several times.
The difference this time W didn't see tears flow down my eyes
I stood strong and focus on my kids and my goal.

Kyh, yes I have been to school introduced myself to New
Principal explained our crazy situation about d10 not having her s10 with her
Sometimes d10 breaks down and cry.

Everyone knows the school is a big support and I am grateful

But what I hate is W making it seem my kids are going crazy
Which again I just listen I try not to be involved but I can
Hear s9 arguing with W s9 says your such a liar. Why you lie.
I am guessing W said something that tick them off.

Gordie,
Your right everything I have said and actions have been
from my heart.

I am sorry because I did have an emotional affair 2014
I am sorry I broke W trust
I am sorry I made her feel she wasn't good enough for me

I also know I can't go back in time I only can change me as a person I am human now I
Am paying for it. Is sad W doesn't see it that way


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9