Yes I have plans for IC for sure. He refuses to see a MC or IC, he doesn’t believe in it. I will have to think of my conditions to consider working on the R, Incase we were to ever get there. Doesn’t seem like it anytime soon.
I’m starting to really see where patience comes in. This is so hard, it’s veey hard to not react in certain ways. Especially when it comes to him asking for our daughter. It was a 180 for me to respond the way I did last night. I will stick to this and see how it works, but I do see how hard it is. And how patient I will have to be to even possibly one day see a change. And it may never come but I’ll keep trying
